I honestly wish I was more open with my parents. Everything would be more easier and I wouldn’t have to hide anything. I try to be open, but it never comes out right. I just hate that I’m more open to my friends than my parents. But it doesn’t make sense because I trust my parent more than anyone else.
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that moment when you realize that you’re in love with so many famous people or fictional characters that you wonder if your heart could love a ordinary person
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If I die, will you be that happy?
I am not an angel, nor devil. I am just a normal human with a lot of sins. I do commit a lot of sins. But I never wish death for anybody, even for strangers. I do hate people. The best way for me to express my attitude to those people is just ignoring them completely.When time passes, I just forget their existence and forget that I even hate them. To me, they are just normal strangers. But I guess people have have different to express their hatred,huh. Mine may be the simple and easiest way. Some people wish death for others, even they are relatives.
I must admit that I do not like people in my dad’s side. The more I be with them, the more I discover how hypocrite they all are. I hate church mostly because of them. It’s unfair for me to group a religion with a group of people. I know it’s wrong of me. However, seeing them praying,going to church, and speaking all nice things make me want to vomit inside. I do not want to judge people since I am not better myself anyway. How can they turn the truth around and spread hateness in their child’s head, I really dunt understand. Reading those words really hurt me since I never spoke about her that way. I never be a bitch around my family. How can I be arrogant when I know that she’s way better than me in all areas. Her mom may not have anything to talk about, so I just a victim for her to critize. I dunt want to explain with her, b/c I know she trust her mom’s words more. It’s ok for her to hate me. I learned a lesson to not stick my nose in other people’s businessanymore,even they are my family and I only mean good to them.
However, how can she wish death for me, even just for fun. How can she just say those words out. I know my image in her is badly ruined.But how can state it out like this. You know sometimes people commit suicide with just those words. When a people is so depressed and have nowhere to turn, and everybody turn finger against them, they have no desire to live anymore.
I really want to ask her that :” If I die, will you be that happy.”
